ape bodo sound ako cm2!!!!

babi ar...
bngang gle ako mlm td...
smpai naek gigil 2...
daa lme ako xgrm cm2...
sblm nie ako byk sbr jerk...
tp ble daa thp hina ako cmnie,ako xley sbr lg...
ko ingt ako lpe daa ker???
ako siap wt list lg duit spe ako utang...
ako bkn jnis mkn duit pmpuan ar...
jht2 ako xdela smpai thp ako paw pmpuan cm2...
ako rela kje ksr kot drp kncing duit pmpuan...
yg tue pn ako xsuruh ko byrkn...
ko yg byrkn dlu...
ako xtau papepn...
tau2 ko daa byr...
mmg ako jnis xde duit...
tp ako akn usahakn ar...
mmg agk lmbt...
sial pnye jntan ngn betina 2...
ako lgsg xusik kehidupn korg...
korg wt ako jd cmnie, ako xksh pn...
ako bru nk stabil blik...
bru cri khidupn ako sndri...
nthen npe tbe2 sound ako jgn gnggu die lg??
ble ako gnggu???
bodoh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tnsn ako!!!!
mmg ako agk hina...
korg study tnggi...
ako stkt spm jerk...
tp jgn ar ckp kurng ajr ngn ako...
n ako xkesh ako ngalah...
tp ingt...
AKO DNDM GLE KT KORG!!!!

Dont judge me by my past, I am not in the past anymore, Accept who i am TODAY

hurm dlu rahi jht...
rahi xpk mse dpn...
rahi kuat enjoy...
rahi just pndai wt org around die sdey...
rahi just pndai ckp brapi...
rahi is useless...

but today,
im totally changed!!!
since 12hb feb thn lps...
ako tau mkne kehidupn sesungguhnye...
dr bwh ako mrngkak...
today still merangkak, but i hv my own aim!!!
still struggle to reach it...
but i'll nvr give up!!!
coz giving up means i just ruin my aim...
da only target dat will makes my family happy wit me...
gajah rimau pn ako akn telan nnti....
sbr n usaha kne kuat...
n epykn dri ako ngn cre ako...
yeah!!!!!

ble kje ngn org yg xreti n xphm erti kje HSBB...

1st kterg dpt maklumat kterg kne wt 3step...
1st step d-side, shoot both side...
nthen end-end...shoot both side jugk...
then otdr pn kne shoot...
tp td kterg dpt maklumat len plak...
just shoot end-end...
gne cable main n protect...
so kje yg kterg wt 10 ari 2 mcm sia2...
xcerdik tol ar die 2...
klu dpt mklumat cm2 awl2 kn,cmpm daa lme siap...
save tenaga,duit n mse...
ako xphm ar npe ade jugk jnis manusia cm2 dlm dunia 2...
ako bkn nk burukkn org ker ape...
just xpuas ati ar...
mcm kterg wt kje xde kualiti ar...
mmg ar kterg nie bru lg...
tp kterg bkn xphm skop kje nie...
samdol2...
tlg ar jgn rumitkn idup org len ngn cre kamu yg ako sndri xphm 2...
tp papepn kterg kne snyum gk...
n ako anggp bnde nie pngalaman ar...
bkn senang nk senang...
sbr kne sbr thp infiniti...
n jgn wt kje smbil tnsen...
kn xpsl2 jd lg rumit...
n ako arp sgt2 samdol 2 akn dpt hidayah nnti...

12 hari b'tmpur xhenti...everyday is working day..huih...

hurm mmg skrg nie ako n da geng kje non stop...tiap2 ari kuar site...kt area prmas...
ako ingtkn testing cabinet nie kjp jerk...tp xsngka lak mcm2 mslh tmbul...bese ar...lain team wt joint,len team kne test...mcm2 ar rmus bru timbul...smpai bersimpang siur pale otak msing2 pk...hurm mntk2 ar bnde nie akn siap secpt mngkin...huhuhu...ako nk bls dndm gle2 psnie...nk qadar tdo n gi hang out ngn kwn2...xpn blik kg...hahahaha

susah vs senang

org ade ckp...
bkn senang nk senang,
n bkn susah nk susah...
susah n senang nie depends in term of job yg kte wt...
ble kte rse bnde tue susah,mmg jd susah ar alamatnye...
yg pnting, kawal dri 2...
jgn smpai otak jd srabut...
ble daa srabut, cmpm bnde simple jd complicated...
xpsl2 temperature kt dlm bdn nek...
ps2 sume bnde yg kte wt akn jd mslh len lak...
hj sulong pn pnh ckp...
sume bnde ade cre nk slesaiknnye...
kne jd kreatif ar...
snggp kne tgur...
n klu kne tgur, jgn lwn lak...
nnti ley timbul knflik lak...
lgpn kte nie bkn manusia smprna...
nk sume bnde complete jerk...
just adapt ar klemahn dri kte...
n try 2 impove dri kte n accept tgurn kwn2...
silp kte, kte kne ngaku...
insyaAllah bnde yg sush akn jd senang...